Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Lenka

I have found Lenka is the soundtrack of my life. She is a talented writer and singer.

Underneath the moon,
underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world, up above it all Here's a hand to hold on to

But if I should break,
if I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take a little of the weight Or I'll fall through
You're just the one that
I've been waiting for I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall
Take a little time, walk a little line Get the balance right
Give a little love, gimme just enough So that I can hang on tight We will be alright, I'll be by your side
I won't let you down But I gotta know no matter how things go That you will be alright You're just the one that I've been waiting for I'll give you all that I have to give and more But don't let me fall, don't let me fall
Underneath the moon, underneath the stars Here's a little heart for you Up above the world, up above it all Here's a hand to hold on to You're just the one that I've been waiting for I'll give you all that I have to give and more But don't let me fall

You'll be the one that I'll love forever more I'll be here holding you high above it all But don't let me fall.

This song reminds me all the tough points my husband have been through. It's been 6 years this September. And god I adore and love him. People faulted its how u deal with it that makes you who you are. No one is perfect. Sometimes it hurts but pain makes love grow and blossom and replace the pain. I could never replace my best friend, lover, or father of my children.

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast,
no matter if you're slow,
oh oh The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh

You're fine for a while but you start to lose control
He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh So don't forget as you ease on down the road He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh! Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel And how I try to make him leave, I try Oh oh, I try! He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh! Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh

Honestly in my life I've learned two things people will always be hateful and jealous. And anybody who believes enemies of people are retarded. I honestly hate noone. I have forgaven a lot I just choose not to associated with people. I have better my life that way. I am so happy with my choice of friends. There a reason I choose my friends and they have been here for a long time. One is amazing in technology and loves games(since 7th grade), I have my brainless friend(literally she is missing a piece) she funny, entertainment, likes games, tries hard,(since 11th grade), my friend who.keeps me very entertained shes into cons, japenese culture, and is acheiving her dreams, loud and obnioxious (since 10th grade), Mr. Music since 11th grade he's been there for me..were like brother in sister that talks about sex and threesome Haha. I have misplaced friends, old friends that come buy, call and text and I love them too. It's just these 4 are my best friends you know the friends that u get in a fight with and that night play 7 hrs of video games. Haha or apologize and move on with your in depth conversations. I don't know why I am so lucky. I just picked them...know off on my walk.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Trouble.

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh