A typical Aquarius has the attribute of intense desire to communicate. You are a bit tactless and rude if you don't learn to moderate your constant broadcasting around those whose opinions may be a bit more on the conservative side. You are interesting and attractive. You can be shy, sensitive, gentle and patient or enthusiastic and lively with a tendency to be exhibitionists. Both types are strong willed and forceful in its own way. You are very opinionated with strong convictions and fight for what you believe. You are farsighted and innovative. You are generally without prejudice and quite tolerant of others' point of view. They are good listeners, and care deeply for their friends. To people they are not close to however, they can be somewhat detached. The Aquarius sun sign is true blue and loyal. They are one of the first to sign up to server their country, and will give their lives defending her.
You are truly humane and known to be frank and outspoken. You are refined and idealistic, romantic and practical, personable and likable person. Being quick in mind and responding, you love activity and are quite reasonable in that. They can be counted on to come up with original ideas. They make good designers and inventors as well as musicians. These intellectuals excel in the arts as well as the technical trades. You cherish and guard your independence and are a strange mixture of caring concern and cool detachment. You will go out of your way to help when needed but will never get emotionally involved.
Monday, May 9, 2011
Aquarius...I am definatley you
I can fully understand myself. I am NOT a forgiving person. I can be the best friend you will ever have or I can loath you. Loath is the best word to describe how much I hate maybe one person in this word. I canbit accept someone who back stabs another person. So for me when these people talk its like okay go die in a hole somewhere. Mean, I never claimed to be nice. Even when I see them I'm like god, can't you just move out of the universe. I have never tortured anyone in my life, in that respect I am a nice person. I do not care how other people perceive you. You are your own person and do not deserved to be bullied. I still remember my first fight. A girl made fun of my glasses in Delta. I gave her two black eyes and a broken nose, for myself I had to give myself a bloody nose. SO it looked like she started it. Yes I was a little shit.
I had lots of friends from one corner of the spectrum to the other. Two of my friends I protected with all I had. The one and only guy who dumped me I slammed a metal door in his face. Revenge maybe I like that a little too much. Plus I had an anger problem, that was beyond bad. It all stopped when I was a sophomore and I threaten to kill a girl in very descriptive manner. As I sat in that office with a cop and the prospects of being expelled. I grew up. It was scarier having to face my mom then a police officer. I do not get in this word how people can get stabbed in the back and turn around " Were best friends" WTF. Or woman in bad relationships, abusive, or even the been dating a week "I love you" Blah. I think honestly the last decent group of people were born in 1989. Thats giving a year younger than me credit. That maybe it doesnt deserve but oh well.
Another thing lacking in character, I love attention. Good attention. I love talking. Probably because I use to spend 12 hours a day or all night on the phone. I love being touched, I love talks, walking and just plan being with people. I am an alcoholic, I cannot be around alcohol unless I am getting drunk. I even limit myself to going to places with Vodka or Tequilla. Its sad, but I understand who I am. I am becoming obsessed with changing my body. Losing weight, I have two tattoos planned..Cherry blossom tree on my back, hip, boob and down my arm into my scars. Second one is my childrens names and I want their foot prints on me. Piercing go as followed snake bits, which I already have one side and then I am really interested in getting my clitoris pierced. Mmhmm..eye brow raised. Love it. I do not want to be anyone else..because honestly I am way to awesome and people lives are a sticky not compare to mine. I am egotistical but that because I am Steph. Then I read my sign...Explains me Exactly...
Aquarius
"Traits"
Good communication skills
Sociable
Idealist
Tactless
Desires change
A utopian
Friendly and humanitarian
Honest and loyal
Original and inventive
Independent and intellectual
All the time all of these explain me
Likes...
change for its own sake,
Fame
Themselves
Privacy
Dreams
Magic
Change
Eccentricity
Surprises
Living within their means
Negative
Intractable and contrary
• Perverse and unpredictable
• Unemotional and detached
Once again so me...now for the dislikes...
Emotion
Intimacy
Show-offs
Taken for granted
Being 'pinned down'
Violence
Senseless extravagance
Yup so me. Hmm..this is me. I am very much like all these
I had lots of friends from one corner of the spectrum to the other. Two of my friends I protected with all I had. The one and only guy who dumped me I slammed a metal door in his face. Revenge maybe I like that a little too much. Plus I had an anger problem, that was beyond bad. It all stopped when I was a sophomore and I threaten to kill a girl in very descriptive manner. As I sat in that office with a cop and the prospects of being expelled. I grew up. It was scarier having to face my mom then a police officer. I do not get in this word how people can get stabbed in the back and turn around " Were best friends" WTF. Or woman in bad relationships, abusive, or even the been dating a week "I love you" Blah. I think honestly the last decent group of people were born in 1989. Thats giving a year younger than me credit. That maybe it doesnt deserve but oh well.
Another thing lacking in character, I love attention. Good attention. I love talking. Probably because I use to spend 12 hours a day or all night on the phone. I love being touched, I love talks, walking and just plan being with people. I am an alcoholic, I cannot be around alcohol unless I am getting drunk. I even limit myself to going to places with Vodka or Tequilla. Its sad, but I understand who I am. I am becoming obsessed with changing my body. Losing weight, I have two tattoos planned..Cherry blossom tree on my back, hip, boob and down my arm into my scars. Second one is my childrens names and I want their foot prints on me. Piercing go as followed snake bits, which I already have one side and then I am really interested in getting my clitoris pierced. Mmhmm..eye brow raised. Love it. I do not want to be anyone else..because honestly I am way to awesome and people lives are a sticky not compare to mine. I am egotistical but that because I am Steph. Then I read my sign...Explains me Exactly...
Aquarius
"Traits"
Good communication skills
Sociable
Idealist
Tactless
Desires change
A utopian
Friendly and humanitarian
Honest and loyal
Original and inventive
Independent and intellectual
All the time all of these explain me
Likes...
change for its own sake,
Fame
Themselves
Privacy
Dreams
Magic
Change
Eccentricity
Surprises
Living within their means
Negative
Intractable and contrary
• Perverse and unpredictable
• Unemotional and detached
Once again so me...now for the dislikes...
Emotion
Intimacy
Show-offs
Taken for granted
Being 'pinned down'
Violence
Senseless extravagance
Yup so me. Hmm..this is me. I am very much like all these
Commit
Lately, I have been having a horrible itching to change even more. The weight is coming off and it is exciting. Jillian Michaels, Denise Austin, Bob harper, Jessice, and Jackie are people I strongly look up too. I am currently just trying to get my water intake adjusted. It is considered a gallon a day. I am a little under a gallon by like an ounce. I am really enjoying my new videos. They really burn your arms out. Which I enjoy very much. Okay, if I don't have to pick up two kids all day. It would be a little easier if I didn't have kids. But I make time to throw it in. Two kids and a full time mom. At least I have a great husband who is nice enough to take them at night so I can go on my walk/run or do my exercise videos//I do two a day. Soon it will be 5:30 a.m. and bed at 11:00p.m. I hope my body adapt to at least 5 to 6 hours of sleep compared to 3 hours. I drink an Ensure everyday. Which I love my Strawberry one..That's my morning love. Or my TlC bars. I am doing my eating healthier, no diet, and portion sizes. My body would commit suicide if I ever thought about starving it, lol. Maybe that is an overstatement.
But all that matters is weight loss. 100% whether it be gaining water weight, losing pure body fat, inches, or losing that pound. I adore this journey and seeing the changes..and oh yeah buying new worrkout clothes.
But all that matters is weight loss. 100% whether it be gaining water weight, losing pure body fat, inches, or losing that pound. I adore this journey and seeing the changes..and oh yeah buying new worrkout clothes.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
I am getting a Quaker!!!
So I have been busting my butt of all day today. Well I had a bit of fun. We all went to the zoo today. It was perfect weather, sunny and beautiful. It wasn't that crowded. It was my idea since I didn't wanna just go outside. Anywho, had a great time and visited the cockatoo that I so dearly love. Which got me on my subject, but first. I have my trips all plotted out and hello St. cloud and Cape Cod I am ready. SO very ready. But anyway back to the birds. I have been thinking a lot of what birds I should get. I have 4 parakeets.
This is slate he is slate colored and a peach.
These are Jazzy(shes the multicolored one), Champagne (the all yeallow one ) and Aquamarine(Yellow with azure.
THey are the best birds ever so I had to make up my mind of what kind of bird I want. First I thought cockatiels. I still love them. I eventually want two. But I decided against it and contacted a local bird farm. First I was interested in an Indian Ring Neck
They are beautiful. But I found out they are quiet big and may accidencely hurt my poor budgies. Which that cannot happen. Then I found a Parrotlet.
They are little but the lady decided that I should get a Quaker a bird for my needs. I have only met two Quakers and now after learning so much on them and David agreeing. I will be getting a beautiful Blue Quaker. THey love other birds. So I cannot wait to get one. They are handraises and in a very lovely place. 3 hours away. Oh well.
So can all this wedding stuff get out of the way. So I can get me a new Bird. I cannot even express how much I love this. I plan on making most of its toys. I really hope its a boy. But a girl is always nice too. Good night to a long day
This is slate he is slate colored and a peach.
These are Jazzy(shes the multicolored one), Champagne (the all yeallow one ) and Aquamarine(Yellow with azure.
THey are the best birds ever so I had to make up my mind of what kind of bird I want. First I thought cockatiels. I still love them. I eventually want two. But I decided against it and contacted a local bird farm. First I was interested in an Indian Ring Neck
They are beautiful. But I found out they are quiet big and may accidencely hurt my poor budgies. Which that cannot happen. Then I found a Parrotlet.
They are little but the lady decided that I should get a Quaker a bird for my needs. I have only met two Quakers and now after learning so much on them and David agreeing. I will be getting a beautiful Blue Quaker. THey love other birds. So I cannot wait to get one. They are handraises and in a very lovely place. 3 hours away. Oh well.
So can all this wedding stuff get out of the way. So I can get me a new Bird. I cannot even express how much I love this. I plan on making most of its toys. I really hope its a boy. But a girl is always nice too. Good night to a long day
Friday, May 6, 2011
Running
So lately I have been attempting to run? This brings up things in my head. Even my friend who has bee "running" even says I would not call myself a "runner". According to everything I read you start out slow. As in my case, 2 minutes of running/4 minutes of walking for a week. Then it gets higher every week 3/3, 4/2 and etc. You build up. Does that mean at this point you aren't a runner. No, you are considered a runner. Dosen't matter if your just starting out or on that 26 mile marathon, you are considered a runner.
Running is exercise that burns calories like nothing else. Interesting fact about 60% of runners, run just to manage their weight. It burns your legs out, tightens your stomach, and burns your arms down. It helps you clear your mind, put yourself to the test, and even build up your lungs. My brother had asthma when he was younger and now he is running 26.4 marathon runs. Just amazing. Hes of course been running for 10+ Years. So he has well, a lot more experience than I do. In my exercise/weight loss journey I have been pushing myself up to the next level every chance I get. Maybe just to prove to myself I can do this. I strive to do this. Even when my calves feel like they are screaming from every direction or my biceps are dying. I still get up and do it. Even after my workout partner quit last month. I wasn't going to be like her.
I have heard from countless people that I am going to loss the weight. I feel gross, disgusting and etc. Then you watch them shove fast food and more unhealthy stuff in their face. All you can wonder, really you feel horrible about yourself but your eating that. Well then. I gave up pop, fast food(just subway, anything with corn syrup, high frutose, bleached stuff, and traded it all in. For water a gallon a day, working out for an hour a day, salads, wheat, and so much more. Seems know anything packed full of sugar makes me want to barf. Blah, seriously. This road is not being taken easily. But thats the fun in life.If everything was the same and normal. Life would be amazingly boring. Well off to do my exercise.
Running is exercise that burns calories like nothing else. Interesting fact about 60% of runners, run just to manage their weight. It burns your legs out, tightens your stomach, and burns your arms down. It helps you clear your mind, put yourself to the test, and even build up your lungs. My brother had asthma when he was younger and now he is running 26.4 marathon runs. Just amazing. Hes of course been running for 10+ Years. So he has well, a lot more experience than I do. In my exercise/weight loss journey I have been pushing myself up to the next level every chance I get. Maybe just to prove to myself I can do this. I strive to do this. Even when my calves feel like they are screaming from every direction or my biceps are dying. I still get up and do it. Even after my workout partner quit last month. I wasn't going to be like her.
I have heard from countless people that I am going to loss the weight. I feel gross, disgusting and etc. Then you watch them shove fast food and more unhealthy stuff in their face. All you can wonder, really you feel horrible about yourself but your eating that. Well then. I gave up pop, fast food(just subway, anything with corn syrup, high frutose, bleached stuff, and traded it all in. For water a gallon a day, working out for an hour a day, salads, wheat, and so much more. Seems know anything packed full of sugar makes me want to barf. Blah, seriously. This road is not being taken easily. But thats the fun in life.If everything was the same and normal. Life would be amazingly boring. Well off to do my exercise.
Personal Trainer, as a career
So I looked my Husband in the eye told him " I have decided what I am going to do in life and you can't laugh" He looked at me and was like what is it. "I think I want to go to school to be a Personal Trainer." Surprisingly he was wow, that makes sense your really good at motivating people and getting them to work harder. Of course, I wouldn't do it til after the kids go to school but I took a test and got 99% right. It was easy things, muscle injuries, muscles, what exercises build up muscles.Honestly easy questions. I cannot wait to go to school for it. Unlike what most people think you have to be fit to be a personal trainer. Myth. You do not. Me personally I want to be fit. Amazingly fit. I want to be able to be the greatest motivation to people that were stuck in my position. Something I would love to do to people. Be motivation, a rock and personally anything else they would want from me. This is something that can never fail. THis world is every growing in well weight. People will always go for a gym and look for help.
I have been working out like crazy the last week. Stubborn pounds I tell you. That Damn scale is only budging in my body fat % going down and water going up. Okay which yes is good. I celebrated my weight loss with 2 new outfits for losing weight. Love it. I am not sure if I love the money spending or the out fits more. One is blue and has a flower on it, the Capri and darkest blue with flowery top. Then the other one is just purple. Debating on buying the other two. Ones Red and the other is Yoga looking. I love me some yoga. I have been in search for girley workout clothes. I hate working out in just black and white. Its boring. That boost of confident in matching workout clothes. Now I just need to find matching light hoodies. That would make me ecstatic. I know. I am a workout nerd. But I guess that means I am healthy.
I hear so many people say they dont know where to start. All I did was go to the store..grabbed a dvd. Started my journey. I saw what I like and what dosent do shit. My take. Then go get a piece of equipment. Right now I own 10 pieces of workout equipment. Nice. Different sizes too. I am hoping to get ankle weights to bike in. Know to start my day!!
I have been working out like crazy the last week. Stubborn pounds I tell you. That Damn scale is only budging in my body fat % going down and water going up. Okay which yes is good. I celebrated my weight loss with 2 new outfits for losing weight. Love it. I am not sure if I love the money spending or the out fits more. One is blue and has a flower on it, the Capri and darkest blue with flowery top. Then the other one is just purple. Debating on buying the other two. Ones Red and the other is Yoga looking. I love me some yoga. I have been in search for girley workout clothes. I hate working out in just black and white. Its boring. That boost of confident in matching workout clothes. Now I just need to find matching light hoodies. That would make me ecstatic. I know. I am a workout nerd. But I guess that means I am healthy.
I hear so many people say they dont know where to start. All I did was go to the store..grabbed a dvd. Started my journey. I saw what I like and what dosent do shit. My take. Then go get a piece of equipment. Right now I own 10 pieces of workout equipment. Nice. Different sizes too. I am hoping to get ankle weights to bike in. Know to start my day!!
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Help me understand who you are
You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you
lala, lalalala, lala, lalala
I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool when I am complicated
But that's not why I love you, hey
I adore this song by Avril Lavigne. One line sticks out so much. " And you keep your cool when I am complicated" Every time I think of how calm David keeps me. In 2007 we went to Kings Island and got on a ride. Leaving my tinkerbell purse in the bin, which had 60$, my card, earrings,card,glasses, and much more. We got off the ride. Everything was gone. While we are waiting for the Cops. I was throwing up. Ended up being my red slushy they thought it was blood. I had to go on the little med. thing. Really annoyed. David was so calm. 2 weeks later I got all my stuff back except the money and our cell phones. Bummer. But he kept me so calm. He spent that night cuddling and telling me it would be okay. How much he loved me. It was amazing.
"You said hey whats your name"
Last night after all my friends "Drama" not with me but boyfriend problems. I had to clear my mind..and soul. I took a three hour walk until midnight. Destroyed my fears of walking down the pathway and down county road 13. Pitch Black. Honestly, I dont think half the time I saw anything. Not even my arms. Sometimes my brain needs utter isolation and darkness to clear up. It makes me feel so safe. " Sometimes I don't understand whats going on inside my brain" That is an understatement. It feels their are destructive layers, passive layers, anger layers, music layers, and many more. It like oh, a great day, what can I do to destroy it. Any dreams I have are probably the most adrenaline packed dream`s and scariest movies you have ever seen. I don't even know why. I have seen ghosts or apparitions they don't even terrify me. Put me in my dreams and watch me suffer. Most gruesome, horrid things. Sometimes a lot of it takes in the past medieval times. It is like I am having memories from a past life. Weird as that is, it feel true. Regardless if it is or not Creepy dreams.
I have worked so hard the last couple days..and let me tell you my back upper back is feeling some burn. Okay really bad Omg burn. I decided This month I am training for 30 day shred. If I complete 30 days of that next month I am buying insantity. Why else I am Insane lol. My sister- in law did it and she looks great. Whoo! Hard work!!!
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you
lala, lalalala, lala, lalala
I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool when I am complicated
But that's not why I love you, hey
I adore this song by Avril Lavigne. One line sticks out so much. " And you keep your cool when I am complicated" Every time I think of how calm David keeps me. In 2007 we went to Kings Island and got on a ride. Leaving my tinkerbell purse in the bin, which had 60$, my card, earrings,card,glasses, and much more. We got off the ride. Everything was gone. While we are waiting for the Cops. I was throwing up. Ended up being my red slushy they thought it was blood. I had to go on the little med. thing. Really annoyed. David was so calm. 2 weeks later I got all my stuff back except the money and our cell phones. Bummer. But he kept me so calm. He spent that night cuddling and telling me it would be okay. How much he loved me. It was amazing.
"You said hey whats your name"
Last night after all my friends "Drama" not with me but boyfriend problems. I had to clear my mind..and soul. I took a three hour walk until midnight. Destroyed my fears of walking down the pathway and down county road 13. Pitch Black. Honestly, I dont think half the time I saw anything. Not even my arms. Sometimes my brain needs utter isolation and darkness to clear up. It makes me feel so safe. " Sometimes I don't understand whats going on inside my brain" That is an understatement. It feels their are destructive layers, passive layers, anger layers, music layers, and many more. It like oh, a great day, what can I do to destroy it. Any dreams I have are probably the most adrenaline packed dream`s and scariest movies you have ever seen. I don't even know why. I have seen ghosts or apparitions they don't even terrify me. Put me in my dreams and watch me suffer. Most gruesome, horrid things. Sometimes a lot of it takes in the past medieval times. It is like I am having memories from a past life. Weird as that is, it feel true. Regardless if it is or not Creepy dreams.
I have worked so hard the last couple days..and let me tell you my back upper back is feeling some burn. Okay really bad Omg burn. I decided This month I am training for 30 day shred. If I complete 30 days of that next month I am buying insantity. Why else I am Insane lol. My sister- in law did it and she looks great. Whoo! Hard work!!!
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