Roller Blades

So my journey continues:

I bought myself some roller blades. Am excited to get out and use them! I pick them up tomorrow! Cannot wait to use them, I haven't rollerbladed since 8th grade! Cannot wait to start.

The compliments I have been getting are amazing! Even the people I have never met are giving me compliments. I adore the attention especially toward my body!

Watching Hall Pass: The beginning is put as the kids and dad looking at a photo album. That's Mommy. Why doesn't mommy where bikini's anymore? Is it because of her fat ass! I got a kick out of this.

One of my best friends mom, had two kids are got huge because of it, after walking tons of miles, and tons of workout videos, you could barley tell that fat person was her. She looks great and skinny. She did this all before my best friend or her brother could remember her being bigger.

So that is another goal! I do not want my kids to ever remember me being bigger. But when they look back at the past pictures be surprised and shocked that their mother use to look like that.I cannot wait for that.

Another way to add for motivation. I love it! Lorilye and Ezeckial you are my motivation to be better.

Every little moment is closer to my goal :)

Goal Rest of the 2011

Thinking a lot about who I am and where I want to be:

I have been thinking about joining the airforce, David hates the idea

Heard of a thing called Tough Mudder, I signed up for one next year! Looks fun and challenging. I am really not the marathon person, would be bored doing it. Am doing a 5K at the end of the month :)

Goals for the rest of 2011:

Lose at least 20 pounds

Drink more water (is that possible?)

Keep taking vitamins everyday(Gummy Vitamins! doesn't make me throw up)

Keep Up my energy, Even though I think it will never leave.

Be the best mother I can possibly be

Be the best wife I can possibly be

Finish remodeling the hallway and Zekes room

Take time for ourselves

Oh and cannot wait for my Thanksgiving and Christmas Parties!!!!

Of course:Finish Slim in 6! 3 1/2 more weeks to go.

I never said I was perfect but I strive to be something more. I will reach for the stars because the sky is too close.

Search and Destroy :30 seconds to Mars

Grab your gun Time to go to hell I'm no hero Guilty as charged
A million little Pieces weve broken into..a Million little Pieces

Never Giving Up! I will Conquer you 108 pounds or 85 left!

I am becoming stronger as a person. It is crazy this journey I do not know why anyone who give up or quit. I have such a high everyday. Every single day...

My pictures make me stronger to continue. 3rd Week Started! Have not took off a single day but the rest day. Conquering this with such a passion. Those pictures will not resemble me in a few more months. That is exciting! It is less than 4 more days til Week 4! October 1st, scale time. For know these pictures will motivate me. Today I ran, biked, worked out, and played Just Dance 1 & 2 for two hours! Whew, didn't feel like anything!

Fun things: Found my Wedding Ring after almost 7 months!! That is a great sign. Something Huge happened last month. Hubby and I are so strong, He is the one for me and I am for him. Our love is pure! We have mistakes on both sides, but It doesn't change how perfect we are for each other. Tattoo Rings in February! The only persons opinion that truly matter to me is my husband, he loves the attitude I am sporting. He cannot keep his eyes or hand for that matter off of me. I should shut up, everybody can brag about there love. Special in each of there own ways!

You can either be miserable your whole life or you can make it something worth wild. Hatred never got anyone anywhere but alone!

Found my Front shots! MMMHMMM to working hard!

June 2011

August 2011

I may not be skinny but Damn am I working on it cannot wait to compare these to pictures in January :)

Hard Work is Paying off!!!

Hard for me to post Pictures of my body! But since everybody starts from somewhere

June:

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August

i am not done yet!!!

Exercise! Is amazing!

It is amazing to me, how many people get governed by their scale. Ridiculous in fact, a thing can define how we feel. Yes, I was the girl who every morning, went to the bathroom and jumped *maybe not jumped I would have rocked its world* on the scale. If my weight went up..which was rarely, It promoted me to work harder for the day. If the number went down I was beyond excited, even id it was like.4. Still any weight lost is a exciting moment.

But As of August 18th, I gave up my scale. Of course, I am on Week 3 of giving it up. IT IS NOT EASY. The defeat of the scale is pulling me to my knees. I know I cannot cave in and get my scale. Its the curious that is killing me. How have the numbers changed? But in retrospect, I know the best motivation is to see the change. I have already seen I am doing more pushups, things are getting baggy! I know I am changing, its just a scale cannot lie. Well It can if you cheat? But me, I am not cheating.

I am now a leader on sparkpeople and I LOVE IT. I have noticed in my Slim in 6 group. 50% of the people have stopped off and on. That for me is another defeat. I am working on Week 3 when most people get to Ramp It Up they give up. Whether it be too hard or something comes up.

Slim in 6 is NOT easy, but It is not impossible. Building and slimming is something you must get use to. Start It Up is first, I have conquered it. Ramp It Up is second, much harder plus resistance bands 45 min, and finally Burn It Up (60 min). How you do it is, 1 week of Start it up. Since I got mine on a Wed, I did a week and 3 extra days. Figured it would pay off. Then Ramp it Up you do for 2 weeks, I am on week 3, final week of Ramp it Up. Then, Finally Burn It Up is for 3 weeks and nobody in this group is on this one. I have heard it is difficult but I say bring it on! I also have the Slim series which is after this set. So glad the lady had 4 more extra. Both sets run at about $60 each. I got lucky and purchased it for $30. I really like selling sites! Needless to say Ramp It Up went from sweating buckets...maybe the 100 degree weather...to finishing it with little effort.

I am seeing my body go back to Previous me. Its amazing how proud my husband is of me, I have for the last 2 weeks..made sure Exercise was my 2nd Priority. It was always getting done. I have 1 rest day! Sunday or this week it was Saturday. But Still ONE rest day. He is always telling me how beautiful I am and always being so concerned with everything! I LOVE MY HUSBAND! So far it is running and Slim in 6. Exercise and Kids are my life.

Cannot wait for these 6 weeks to be Up! Then on to Turbo Fire! Working my way up to P90X! I will say this is my FIRST workout video that I will be completing with flying colors.

Self Motivated

So I have been traveling in my journey mostly alone so far. Inspiring as I go. With questions on facebook, How are you doing it, You look great, How did you start and so much more. Then I also get said by the people saying How did you start? Then they are still doing nothing to change it. Kinda just makes it a waste of breathes. So I joined Sparkpeople a place that is purely for people who keep you motivated and want to lose weight. Not just talk big about it and "DO absolutely nothing" I kinda get sick of the same questions, I like people who are truly going to use it for their own personal gain. I love finding out how people are doing it and sprinkling in my knowledge of what has worked for me. Sadly, I still will say for all my workout partners that have gave up because of the physically demand or just laziness. People who have asked me yet seek no solution for their unhappiness. When I get to my goal weight, I won't have to say a single thing. Because they are just going to do it to themselves. Being very secure in my decision, because I am self motivated. Intensely proud of my 23 pounds and it will only grow and grow. I am proud of myself because most people just stay unhappy and learn to live with how they are. I do not want to let my kids or husband down. I am selfish in my own glory. But I keep seeing people proudly putting there lost 100, 120 pounds and I am inspired by them to keep going. I may be sore, in pain, limping sometimes but every morning I get up and push myself. Always for myself :) Make Your Life Remarkable :) Because you are the only person that can ! Keep striving to be great