Day 4: Because You are going to get sick

This is my medicine of choice! Ugh of course when you go through a large program you are bound to be sick... Plus drinking lowers the immune system so...Of course I got sick

I have a fever which makes it very hard to workout with..

I am still working through it I told my husband unless I am pucking blood or died, I will not stop working out. If I stop I have to start all 6 weeks over again. My blood sugar is low which makes me dizzy so as much Ensure as possible to stop that. To carry on is hard...But at least I may be dying while sick but I am oh so motivated and looking good doing it....Notice the circles under my eyes..

I don't recommend working out while sick. It sucks...but If your motivated like me I will not let this stop me and working out for an hour and then sleeping for 15 plus hours is nice... :) Happy Wednesday Everyone!

Ps..sorry about all the boobage..since I dont have small boobs this is what happens.....Sorry if it is offending. See what comfy....happens makes your boobs look huge..ugh

Day 3: Inspiration

No one is harder on me than myself, I inspire to be something truly above and beyond. No matter the things holding me back, I will bust down these gates and push though. No excuses, No Boundaries. Just Go for it and let nothing stop you. Only have one life to live, so MAKE it remarkable. If I died today, I would never Regret anything I did ♥ It all had a purpose.

If you are unhappy with how you look or strive to be better! Try just try! Lose all those pounds and make your life something you want it to be. I realize it is hard! Never said it would be easy, In fact it will be the hardest thing you will ever go through. Will make you sweat buckets, lose balance, give you sore muscles, and make you lose up to an hour a day. A pound is equal to 3,000 calories so do not be discouraged! Takes almost 2 months to get use to a schedule. Can take almost 4-6 weeks to see a difference in your body(inches). Surprise! You should only lose 1-2 pounds a week. It can be done with a little persistence.

Their are no magic pills to help you with this. We all go here somehow..now either take back your life or live in misery. Its up to you. If you want to be jealous of the skinny, then take that and go achieve that body!

I am inspiring people, not to say wow, you look great, have you lost weight, but to have people go I am so inspired by your quest, I am working my butt off.

I want to say this one more time..stop complaining, stop calling yourself disgusting, Stop getting down on yourself, even stop being disappointed by the way you look. If you are unhappy do something about it! Keep it up to all the girls that are working for a better you :) *I dare you to tell me walk through fire, I dare you too*
Hard workouts that push you beyond your limits will BREAK YOU and that will CHANGE YOU into a BETTER STRONGER PERSON!!!
The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours – it is an amazing journey – and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins. ~Bob Moawad

It already has begun:

All your exercise posts make me feel like a slacker... making a resolution to use my StairMaster every morning that my hip isn't too sore to allow it. :)

you push threw being sick to stay with your workout i haven't moved

guess what?!?! you would be so proud of me. i bought a jillian michael's dvd yesterday...... haven't started done the work outs yet, but its a start i bought it! lmao

V_V sometimes people need to find a reason to be motivated, sometimes it takes awhile to click in their minds that they have to get up and go

You have to choose to change your life both when life is breezy and when things aren't going your way <----so true no excuses

Lindsay: honestly, i wouldn't want you to either
i know how you push yourself
in my perception you are killing yourself

To everyone in the last 3 weeks, that have told me I inspire you! I love you all know lets take back this obese world into a healthier world!

Day 2 : Water

Water

I used to be highly allergic to Water. No joke, One drink and my insides would knot up. Ended up feeling sick all the time or throwing it Up. It was horrid. Now my body gets to the point I can enjoy a gallon and feel amazing. I do not have to understand it, I just know my body has moved on.

Water is the best drink you can drink. No calories and cleanses the body. I personally drink 121 fluid ounces a day. It is amazing to feel it all going into my body. I do not drink any pop. The benefit of Diet you better get your facts right! It is not better for you, in fact, diet contains aspartame. Surprise, Aspartame causes Cancer! I would rather stay in shape. I drink V8 occasionally and Whole milk. In my opinion, 2 % tastes like water downed milk..Blah.

I am staying at my goal of drinking 121 fluid ounces a day! I love drinking water and when I work out if is a life saver. I would probably die without it. Try it!

There is an engine in my body
With every beat it lets me breathe
There is a machine within my body
If I could keep up with that machine that's in my body
I could do anything, be anything, see anything
I can feel the beat within my body
If I keep up with it could I catch myself?
No one is telling me the speed I should be travelling
So watch me take the lead (Watch me take the lead)

Motivation:Day 1

Day 1: Motivation

It is a little late...since I am on week 4! Whoo. Of course we all do not have a T-Rex trying to run us down to keep us motivated. My motivation is deeply ingraved inside of me. I never wanted to be bigger..but since I am might as well make the most of it and lose the weight. Cannot just sit back and play the my kids made me gain weight, I am always busy, have no time. We all know those are excuses because it is harder to start exercising than it is to sit and do nothing. Making time is the most difficult task. Even ten minutes on an exercise bike can eventually produce results. Just 10 minutes a day..even doing squats, jumping jacks, and any other cardio workout you can do. Even sitting in front of the tv, punching it out.

My motivation is:

Is the old me! I love seeing Pictures of myself from the past. It motivates me to get that body back. That is truly me. The pounds are shedding, and it is unveiling the real me.

My husband and friends motivate me so much. David gives me the time to exercise, and my friends are full of compliments. The people I inspire on Sparkpeople give me the "I am not going to fail"

My kids because I do not want them to remember their mother being bigger. But then to show them the pictures would be a huge inspiration.

So far 8 glasses of water a day, Exercise(finish Slim In 6), Learn Rollerblading again, Ride my bike for 30 minutes.

It may be hard but I am doing my best to prove myself. 3 more weeks til I get to weigh myself! Cannot fight the results. My stomach is even more tightening, stomach is flattening. Hips are shrinking. My shirts are now at a large! :) Big Results and lost of sweating.

Dont resent me when you feel empty

Spent 4 hours just bawling my eyes out. Why? Well, my husband bought me new clothes that are my style. I am one of those woman who like to dress very very sophisticated and sexy. The shirts that cover the breasts but you know they are there. I leave the man up to some imagination instead of you know all of your boobs practically falling out. Maybe because I have e(ddd) that I feel the struggle everyday with them every single style I have. I am losing weight :)

Crazy, They thing I am Crazy. "The Trial, Pink Floyd" I am on Week 4 of my exercising! I love great. Compliments abroad. I am addicted to the feeling it gives me.

I had great fun this weekend.More achol than my body like to take credit for. My new friends, husband acts just like our old friend Rob! Just doesn't have a jealous wife! SO I LOVE THEM. They stayed with them and there 2 children :) Zeke now knows, Blue, One and Two!!!!

I got bad news that my everlasting friend is moving back to Ohio....I threw a temper tantrum. Maybe a story for another night. Roller blading is going great

Every Pound is a part of the Past

My motivation is bound deep inside of me. Today I fit in a pair of pants that I had while I was pregnant with Zeke. That makes me excited as hell. My ring that I got for our anniversary, is starting to fall off my finger. Shocking. Progress has been made! Well the pictures show that know don't they. Working my butt off and proudly doing it. I may not be able to see my damn scale, but currently I am seeing the results.

Once skinny and working my butt off to be the person I was before. On Sunday it will be the start of my 4th week! 4 weeks of sticking to my workout. The 4th week starts the incredibly hard next 3 weeks. Even in the video, her back up workout people are stopping to wipe themselves off and taking water breaks. It is bad. But the last 3 weeks have prepared me for it. Ramp It Up was hard before, but now it was easy. So Burn It Up, Ironically the name explains it all.

I think this is so much easier for me because I remember what it felt like to be skinny. I crave it, I want it, I want it so bad. It is like a drug that needs to be satisfied. Nothing will stop me in this quest. The adventure, the journey is too strong to let go.

Last Month I hit my rock bottom, I did something that broke me. Broke my values and Morals with just a single hand gesture. But my friends understood and my husband forgave me. I was gave a clean slate to start my life over again. Have a beautiful marriage, lovely friends, and Perfect(absolutely far from it) life. Its been a month with my due over and I am adoring it. Positive attitudes, lets the past melt. I have acquired a new taste for being the best I can be. I am attracting new friends and starting to like who I am. My clothes are fitting better,and my personality is coming back.

It took "me" to hit rockbottom. It took me 5 years to destroy my hard work to understand myself. I let go and grew stronger. Clear mind and free of the closet monsters. The losing weight has made me let go of so much. Every pound I imagine is a part of the past. I am destroying it all. October 1st is a lot closer than I keep believing.

Julian Casablanca:

I wish it was Christmas today
I wish it was Christmas today, oh, oh
I wish it was Christmas today
I wish it was Christmas today, oh, oh
All I know is that Santa Claus
Don't care about breaking or applying laws
I wish it was, wish it was,
Wish it was, wish it was, oh