18.2

18.2 pounds today...I cried on the scale today. Literally, started bawling. I cannot believe how far I have came.

Last January, I had worked so hard to lose weight and lost nothing. Depo-Provera makes you loss weight or keep your weight or even gain weight. I sat my couch and cried. I told David I don't wanna be fat the rest of my life. I have only been fat for 3 years and 2 of those years I was Pregnant. So I cried and David got so defensive of me. More than I have ever seen him. My friend went out and bought Ea Active and we started almost 3 weeks after my mental breakdown. Of course she may have quit but I haven't and still going strong.

I am one more step toward being 119 pounds again. 2 MORE POUNDS TIL 20 i am excited.