Fathers Day.

Today is a glorious day, well in about ohh... 30 more minutes. This is my husbands second fathers day..or maybe the third...depends on if we celebrated it while my son was inside of me or not. I am planning a perfect day with him and the kids. I love surprising him.

On mothers day he surprised me with breakfast and we went out for lunch and he gave me the whole day off. If you have been around a two toddlers and you are a stay at home mom feel my pain. Even the showers are sacred. Haha. He also got me another Lego Pirates of the Caribbean for Wii. I love that game. When Harry Potter came our he got me the first three Harry Potter Books I was missing, The movies I was missing, The new one, and he got me Lego Harry Potter Years One thru four. We have already dominated Indian Jones, Batman, and Starwars lego. They are very fun mindless indulging games.

I think I will start off tomorrow, getting up at 5:30 going for my run. I have been horribly sick and my lung are so "over" being sick. They are still full of mucus but I will start exercising again. After a week of not I am terribly missing it. Then proceed to do the whole "I am a good housewife bit" and clean up some house, let some dogs out, unplug his alarm clock, make some pancakes, sausage the whole bit. I think he will really enjoy it. I took him out to eat for dinner without our son on Friday. We all enjoyed it so much. I am always in the mood of seafood.

I am currently in the process of Finishing the Fourth Harry Potter book, I have read them all before but I was to catch up everything before the last half of the movie comes. Which I of course am a Harry Potter Fan..its been what I have grew up with. I am also preening through Twilight. I am disappointed in the writing but as David has reminded me it is for Young Adult. The movies are okay in the sense, of some things are defiantly too CG.The whole thing of glitter is just as corny. Invicible they are not due to the whole burning and cutting up kind of dark in the first one. I am also continuing my crafts, before I know it Christmas will be here and I have to be done with these trees. Specially, when I have a Thanksgiving and Christmas party..have to impress with everything besides my cooking haha. David last year ruined my cooking due to hot peppers and a lot of them. Us girls were watering up a storm. Biggest plans at the moment is getting ready for Will and Laurens wedding, Amanda and Brads wedding and My brothers wedding. We made it thru Cape Cod we can make it thru 12 hour trip lol.

I cannot believe it is June already...its just inconceivable. By August, I will have a three year old and a two year old. I am only 22. Where did time go. I have no freaking clue. Not a lot of this have changed since 2007. Thats when I first found out I was pregnant with my son. Still have mostly the same friends I have always have. Of course three huge things happen, kids, married, and owning too many things. Moved twice. That was uninviting. Bought way too expensive couch that has sadly been way too misused. Fixing up a trailer so we can move to a forever home. Hopefully, isn't haunted too much. At least I love my in laws and my parents.

The past to me is filled with a lot of dark corners and things that is less than appealing. Things that have been stored in the attic and the boxes all dusty and falling apart. My past is cryptic. That to me is okay. The past has been escorted from my brain. It is less painful and sensitive for both me and my husband that way. I guess when you think about it when those things are gone you feel a weight lifted off. THe shackles ripped off. I realize everyday this is exactly where I need to be and I will fight whom ever decides to mess with my perfect world. My husband feels the same. I love him with all my heart and on Septmeber 4th it will be six years together and I wouldn't change a single thing. Not eve the worst. Life is what you make it. Generally, I believe I am ever changing and roller coaster of life. I think that will make my kids stronger. Knowing that there grandmother and mother are such strong woman.

Ahh...midnight hits and I have to get up early. Me,little Felix and David will slipt into our dreams.