My castle is under Siege....

Sometimes I cannot control who I am. That is an utter FACT. Sometimes I wonder why my brain goes into such sieges. It gets attacked by several emotion at there worst for no reason. I know my Schizophrenia is progressing and that has a lot to do with these emotions. But sometimes it is just plain frustrating.Even when the problem is not even a problem. The not effecting of anything. Small in comparison of tons of other things. A flaw in the most. Flaws are sometimes an annoying piece of life. I feel like I am constantly battling Satan with my thoughts.I am baffeled by how strong I am. Even when at my worst nobody will ever know. I am unperfectly perfect.